Intzaar...

Intzaar shayad mohabat ka nazeeb hai...
Lekin jab mohabat intzaar karti hai...
Samay tham jata...
zamane ruk jati...
Mohabat ziddi hai..
Aakri saas... aakri dhadkan.... aakri pal tak intzaar kar sakti ...
aur kabhi kabhi...
uske baad bhi...

For the first time...

For the first time in my life have written a code that runs for 180 lines..hihihihi.. Definetly if i tell this to my friend he wont believe for he knows me well..When i got selected in campus..he asked me what is would ur job and when i said mostly i have do to some programming..he started laughing for more than 5 min inspite of the fact that he was calling on a STD... So this is quite a big thing to me...hihihihihi.. Fine kinda finished my job for the day.. so feeling a bit relaxed... Hmmmm.. and happy too at the end of the day....

Reunion!!!

My college reunion might be so... Who knows ? wishing to have one like this....

I dedicate this beautiful poem to my friend....

In the year 2024.....


Reunion!

Class of 2004 - Reunion, read the banner,
oh! the last 20 years has gone so sooner,
The great college days, I started remembering,
Seems like only yesterday I finished engineering.


Seeing my class mates, after 20 years,
My eyes were filled with tears,
Everyone has changed a lot,
No one escaped nature's plot.


Guys who were smart and handsome,
have become bald and buxom,
Girls who used to fill our dreams,
Almost brought out screams.


Saw the girl, whom once I thought as my life,
oops!, today she is somebody elses' wife,
after years, talked to her for a little while,
learned she is happy, that made me smile.


Entered our class Mr. Romeo,
Who has played many a cameo
We started teasing him together,
About what all he did to-get-her,


Project reviews to campus interviews,
Nicknames to last bench games,
Cultural rehearsals to love proposals,
Short term crushes to class room blushes.


Everything was fresh in our mind,
Wished life could rewind,
Laughed, played and rejoiced,
Once again we became girls and boys.


Chatting and laughing, we all were in elation,
Till the painfull moment of seperation,
It was time to part,
returned with a heavy heart.


Today life is full of commitments,
And too many worries,
But those cherished moments,
Will live forever in our memories..

My cozy little cabin!!!

And back to my problems... i'm getting used to it... so what if this does not happen i always have another chance.. hmm self consolation is the best medicine u can ever have....:-) Now must make my search a little more intense to place myself in a better position... After 1 month i got the result that i'm not selected... Fine so what, this is jus the beginning... let me try it out in another company... i know what torture i had till i knew the result.. Its all not worth the pain.. but let me equip myself better before i try next time... Now back to my work .. hmm my cozy little cabin..:-))))

Feeling very bad... My friend is in a catch 22 situation.. She is suffering like hell... Have been consoling her for the past 1 week... Its always nice to be with people when they are sad than when they are happy.. I know all she needs now is support... hmmm.. poor thing.. but then today she has made up her mind... She has decided what to do.. I feel very happy for her.. She is clear in what to do next.. Good to see her out of her problem.... Let God guide her through all her decisions and bless her life with happiness... Hey buddy i'm always there for you...:-)

After a very long time....

After a very long time i was awake late in the night going through my subject books.. Its almost a year since i have been awake late in the night studying.. ( I stay awake when i see movies thats a different issue :-))... And about 11.30 started to feel sleepy so switched on the radio... There is no need to worry about the programmes as Radio Mirchi plays it round the clock... From 11 to 1 in the night they play all beautiful songs... Fine generally they say when u study sit in a place where there is no sound.. else you will gte disturbed... but i'm an exception..I study only when there is music.. Only then i dont get disturbed.. I dont get distracted.. Unique piece huh? :-)
Hmm music is my passion.. kinda calms ur mind.. i'm talking about the melodies..:-) .. It was nice getting back to my form... Hmmm think this shall become my routine to end the day.... :-)

Got this mail from my friend... and i'm sure everyone who has completed their college and now in different directions share the same feeling.. i miss my college... Those four beautiful years which we spent together under the same roof... cant jus be explained by words.. for i have attached a lot of sentimental and emotional values to it....:-) I have learnt a lot and have got a band wagon of friends from that beautiful place on earth.. " my college"..(shall definetely write something abt it later....)

The 4-year holiday called engineering

20 things common to all engg colleges:

1). The lecturers dont teach.The students dont study.The only guy who benefits is the one who owns the 'dhaba' next to the college.

2).Rules are made to be broken.

3).Promises are made to be broken.

4).Deadlines are made to be extended...ALWAYS!

5).Guys always think the chics in the college next lane are more beautiful.

6).The geeks are the most pampered lot during the internal exams.

7).The lab assistants are the most respected people(during the lab exams i.e)

8).The watchmen are the people most bribed.

9).The HOD is the person most respected(heights of sycophancy here).

10).The principal is the person most abused and insulted(behind the back i.e)

11).Dropping subjects is 'cool'.(arre yaar..drop the idea of dropping subjects plzz).

12).There is always a lecturer in the college who cant speak proper 'english'.

13).Night-out is the second most important tool to ace the exams.

14).The most important tool..the bhramastra..is the 'chit' in which the words can be understood only by the person who wrote them(in most of the cases i.e)

15).The freshers are the most sought after..be it in the canteen,the 'free' periods or for completing the records,assignments.

16).The second-years are the ones with the 'I am the don-of-the-college' feeling.

17).The third years are the ones with the 'so-many-backlogs' feeling and the poor souls get down to studying after bossing around in the college for so long.but the fun still continues.(I gave 22 exams last year!!).

18).The fourth years have no connection with the college whatsoever...with no interest in ragging,pulling each other`s legs,the bday parties,the bday bums et al which they enjoyed so much till now.All they want is a good placement and a '1st-class' tag attached to their memo.

19).The first three years are spent in cursing the college,the people there,the system et al.

20).But towards the end of the fourth year,people tend to feel nostalgic abt the pure unadulterated fun they have had for 4 years.Now the very system they disliked,the very canteen they cursed,the time that they spent there,the bday bums they suffered..all these seem like heaven to them.

And doesnt this mail speak what is there in our mind????.. :-)

The first marriage in my class...

This is the first marriage in my class... Two of my classmates have married.... Preethi and Manoj...
Let their life be filled with happiness... and may God bless them...

Damn them...

Now i'm filled with anger.... Now my timings are changed... Everybody in this damn office comes by 10.30 or 11 in the morning so they have to stay late.. but i come at 8.15 why the hell should i stay late after finishing my work.... Now though i leave by 6... it takes 2 and 1/2 hrs for me to reach home.... Damn these idiots.... Feel like...forget it... Crazy ppl around... Think all have gone nuts in this stupid office.. Lazy bugs yaar... cant they come early in the morning and leave a bit early or so... what kind of a practice do they have coming late in the morning...it wont be right if i say so... must say early in the afternoon... and stay in the evening till 10.... is that a credit if u stay late in the night in the office... This anger of mine is not against working or putting a lot efforts but only against staying back when u have no work.. but the way these ppl work makes my head filled with anger. There is nothing wrong if u stay back when u have work... but staying in off ice with no work or after you finish your work sounds absurd.... Crazy ppl... now i wont be able to do anything else apart from coming to this office... all my plans of studying further is going to be put to grave. Let me see whether i get a nice break.. Its high time yaar... Y the hell things dont work out..think i have to do something seriously abt it... I'll do something about this...definetely..something for sure...:-)

An awesome morning...

Usually I travel by train to my work place...But i love to travel with my father in his two wheeler than in my car... the reason being you would be able to enjoy ur ride...especially when the air hits u on the face..the joy which u derive is something which u cant express it here...Today i was lucky enough to have a chance of travelling with my father....It was 7 in the morning...The sun jus rising little above the mountains and it was so nice to see it between two mountains. And as the trees passed by i could see the rays passing through the leaves. It was all so beautiful.. The rays were warm but still the air was chill due to the fog in the morning... could feel both the warmth of the sun as well as the chillness of the air...it was very pleasant.. i had always loved to write about the mountains... for i love mountains... they are so huge and massive and makes us feel its strength by standing as a standstill block in front of us.... and i feel as though it teaches us to control our feelings inspite of anything happening.... we have to conceal our sorrows and keep within and only tyr to solve the problem ourselves... but sometimes it might errupt as an volcanic erruption. Must have a balance.
hmm...coming back to the mountains on my way... it is like u have a green carpet spread on it.... it is filled with lots of trees and serves to be a home for many...like the birds and insects.... The sight which i had today cant be explained but has to be felt by seeing them.. even when i go back...at times in the night i try to find the silhoutte of my mountains in the dark... somehow i derive immense pleasure seeing them and i forget all my problems.... at times i envy those who live near that mountain for they will be able to see it anytime... but i know they wouldnt even think about it for a moment... its always " Blue are the hills that are far away"...
i wanna have a house near a mountain and keep seeing them whenever i want to....and also a river near by...

hmm mountain and river in the place i live? Nisha..this is heights.... Come out of ur dream.. its time to get back to work...:-)

hey got it...

hmmm grt i got the solution for my problem...we had been trying to solve for two days... hmmm i have taken a break to give my head a little rest from tension.... what to do..felt like telling someone.. but my friends would be busy now.. but when i tell later then i wont have the same enthusiasm.. so thot i would share it here.. :-) .. think have gone crazy... hihihihi..

$#@&(^&$#!^!)....

Whats happening? i'm now working on a issue...not able to get a hold so that i can resolve it....My head is goin haywire.... but amidst all this problem i'm able to write this... hihihihihi strange....

Feeling void...

Though i'm loaded with lots of work... and with lots to study... i feel as though i dont have any work... Heights of laziness huh? kinda feeling void.... hmmm.. must gearup to study and make it through this time... Though i sit idle at times i do feel that i'm wasting time... but cant help... i know.. must shed down this attitude of mine and must be filled up with positive energy to accomplish my dream.. Lets see how much i succeed....

Have given my blog a new look...

Hmmm...now i'm done with..Guess what? have given a new look to my blog.. wanted a change for a long time...hmm it took quite a long time for me to change my fon size and color to suit my new blog...if i tell this to my friend def he will acll me "vetti"... hihihihi..
But it really looks cool....
And my friend Mathini has got a new baby girl on 26th of last month...feeling very happy for her...May God bless the child with all health and wealth...:-)