Today...

I had registered for the certification exam in taht is mandatory in our company for todays date... Initially i was very much determined that i ahve to clear it for not many cleraed it. But due to soem personal reasons i was not in a mood to concentrate and did not concentrate on the subject.. I had lots and lots of time but i found reasons to stay away from the course material for i knwo even if i keep it open in front of me i would be simply gazing at it and nothign is gonna register in my mind. So just left the idea of studying thoguh i wanted to do it... I did not knwo what had happened to me? I know the reason behind but then i could not overcome it and focus on the exam.

We are given only 3 chances and after that i cannot take up this particular exam and i have to take up soem other technology... I had few materials with me and thought.." Fine lets leave everythgin that happened aside and concentrate atleast for these two days before the exam"... but alas i had gone for shopping on Saturday and was very tired so dropped the idea of studyign for i was very lazy to connect tot he net and download the materials...

I decided to study on Sunday... But again i have grown up hearing my mother say this "Tomorrow never comes!!!" And it was very ture i did nto touch the material though i could have... And i slept and Sunday got over..

Got up somewhere around 5 and could hear my mom saying, " Get up and study atleats for 2 hrs before the exam.." And i the reply i gave her as i was ironing my clothes was" Can't finsih this subject in 2 hrs ma.... And i know whats gonna be the result!!!!"

Then somehow found some materials that i had in the printed format.. And so just browsed through for abotu 2 hrs. Thoguh did nto do it seriously it was enough for me to brush up what i had learnt earlier before this slack period... Went through all the notes that i had taken when i studied a little seriously for this exam...

It was 9.20 am and the exam was scheduled for 9.30 am... As i descended tot he ground floor i told my freind " Now i feel i shoudl have not wasted so much time..." She gave me a cold stare and said no point talking about it now...

Went inside the exam hall and wiht a few procedures done and the question paper was presented in front of me... This wa sthe ebst exam i ever had for there was no order of seating arrangement you can sit anywhere you want... So my friend and myself sat together but trust me no copying... I dont like that...

Then my friend finished the exam and she left and i had 5 minsutes to go... The system is that if you dont submit within the time at the end of the given time your paper gets submitted on its own and you will be evaluated for whatever you ahve written and will be given the marks immediately right there...

So i checked once more as i had 5 mins of time and i just scrolled up to see the time left for i did nto want it to close on its own... i had exactly 12 seconds to go.... scrolled down immediately and clicked the submit button..........

And my heart beat went faster .... It took some time to process my paper and finally... there i got my marks flashed on the screen.... I cleared!!!!!!!

I just could not believe it... I had cleared the exam..... I'm so happy!!!!!!

But i know i got the result for the efforts i had put earlier and not everything in life will you get it easy..... A lesson for today..... :-))))

But at the end of the day i'm happy that i cleared the exam.....